Once again a beautiful day out! Its so warm, you don't need a jacket. If I had someone to play catch with and my glove down here Id be outside playing catch. Its not very often in November you get to be outside when its absolutely gorgeous out! Haven't really done much today. I did however get the oil changed in my car, thanks to Jeff and Ely. Those guys are halarious, and there so nice to! We just bought the oil and the filter and they changed the oil for me and didnt charge me for the labor! SO thanks again guys that was really cool of you! I am thinking about going home tonight maybe. Not sure yet. Need to get a hold of vedder and see if she is coming down. If she is I think its worth the pilgrimage back home. I don't know. Jim has been so good to me this week with my car and all that I think I should stay the weekend here, even though he is telling me to go home cause he wants me to see my old friends and my family. We shall see though. Christina (who is an old friend of mine) wrote a very heated e-mail to me because of a forward. We haven't been getting along lately (for reasons I will not explain because I feel its between me and her and no one else, I don't need rumors flying around that she did this, I did that, she said that and I said this, just makes the mending process a lot more difficult, and may destroy it as well I know you can understand that), and I sent a forward that had questions on it and answers. One of the questions was who wouldn't respond. And I put "Christina. We all know why she won't respond :)". Basically the reason for putting the smilie face was to let people know that I didn't expect her to respond. And all of the people on my forward list know that me and her aren't getting a long so well right now. Nothing else but that. Honestly no one on my list thought or said anything about it. But I responded to her heated e-mail calmly and nicely. I used to be one of those people that when I got into a fight I'd slander them left and right. I realise though (I am not condoneing her for slandering me or anything else like that) that she has many things on her agenda (School, family, probablly work, and baby things [for another friend not her]) that maybe she just needed to lash out at me to get some stress out or something. So by understanding that I am willing to give her the benifit of the doubt as long as she needs it because, before this, we were good friends, for a long time. Maybe we just need to sit down with a cup of coffee, for a few hours and just discuss (rationally) about what went wrong, how maybe to fix it or should we fix it. Because I guess this e-mail thing just isnt working to fix anything really. Just makeing things a lot more complicated then they need to be. But I figure that i am old enough now I should give people enough credit to answer them wether they slander me or not. I don't know maybe things will get worked out, maybe this was all just one big misunderstanding, or maybe both of us just needed a little time away from each other. I haven't given up on the friend, and I don't know if she has, I can't read her mind, and I don't think its right of me to ask her. So until then I think I should just take things slow, and maybe someday we can give each others thoughts and feelings shared another chance. But its going to take time, and from what I see, we have time, we just need to utilize it.
What I'm Listening to Now: Artist: Alien Ant Farm Album: (Self Titled) ALien Ant Farm Song: Movies